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02.11.03 - 6:10 pm

i could tell you i don't update, but won't. because everything i haven't said is apparent already.

lately i've been living alone. the dishes that pile the sink are all mine; the cat rubs my shoulders in the early part of day; i open cans.

at night i walk to the bathroom naked. there is no one to find me there; perusing corporate catalogs, sighing in the cold, wiping back to front. i am a miracle of modern science: putting plastic on my eyeballs, drying my hair with hot air music. i sing. am desperate and alone. watch my face in the mirror as the morning takes shape.

i won't deceive you; there is someone else there. the bedclothes stay warm until the early afternoon.

and i don't know what to make of it.

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